Blogs are stupid.

Let me begin with this...I think blogs are stupid. Ha! You are already intrigued. But seriously...who on earth is going to take time out of their day to read all about me and my thoughts and my life and me me me??? Maybe my mom. Maybe a stalker. Probably just me. I'm not trying to be pessimistic, but HONESTLY. How self involved have we become? If you want to really get to know me....Please please please be my friend. Face to face friend. Call me old fashioned...but cmon.

SO...why am I even taking my time to do this? Well...this is why. I need to write. I used to write all the time. Songs, poems, journals, short stories....you name it. It was really important to me...and was a way for me to sort out my crazy life. But somehow I've lost my motivation over the years. My journal entries have gotten shorter and more nonsensical. I've gotten lazy, distracted, too "busy" to sit down and hash everything out. So I wrote less and less. I guess I figured that if no one is going to read my journal...who cares if I write anything of substance. Who cares if I write in it at all? I have lost my self discipline...and as a result have become a lot like the little willy wonka girl....ready to pop with blueberry juice thoughts. Yes...I need something to motivate me.

And now...the revolutionized message in a bottle. Thrown into the cybersea. Of course it is not the most practical way to share my life with someone. To tell my stories. It's really just a way for me to get my thoughts out of me....and into a place where there is the slightest chance someone might read them. If that's you...then thanks. You are motivating me to write...and be better at it.